Day 6
dear blog. i think i'm the most stupid girl in the world. only i bother to type all these out, but the guy doesnt even care. how stupid can i go? i see his posts on the drama, its so obvious that he want to post it for the girl to like them. obviously its the show that she likes. well, i'm a loser. i cant control him in doing anything now.. i felt so helpless.. could you help me? i want to forget him.. i dont want to be the annoying and busybody person anymore.. i dont want to keep asking who he go out with, where he go,what is he doing.. even i felt i'm so annoying.. why.. why am i being like this.. can something just stop me from doing all these? i just wanna lead my own life. i want my life. not the life that depend on him to live, depend on him to move on.. i dont want this anymore. i'm terrible.
your smile made the difference.
--5:15 AM--
