Day 9:
today i confessed to you again.. but i guess i failed. and i caused trouble for myself that you ignored me already.. i really rather you know my feelings, then i hid all the words myself.. i'm really glad you said you still like me. i really love you. if a 20 months relationship is forgotten so easily, that wont be true love anymore. tmr is 30th. supposed to be our 21st month. i dont wanna let you go. i thought being friends with u can make u feel better and will not forget about me. but i guess i made it worst. my annoyance has caused u to dislike me even more. why is my heart so pain... ):
you give me strength, you give me hope, you give me someone to love someone to hold. i've never felt this warmth when i'm in your arms.. only in your arms..
your smile made the difference.
--5:32 AM--
