the young us.. i wish that one that we can go back to the same old place, even get bitten by mosquitoes,but the place where it belongs to both of us, and our eyes are only on the both of us. i wanna spend more time with you to compensate what i've not given you. i want to give you all the love you required, all the care you need and all the warmth you long for.. i dont know whether you drew all the pictures are for me or other girls, but i stubbornly choose to believe its for me. its me that you're missing and love. because its how i feel now. i miss you. i dont wanna sleep at night because whenever i close my eyes, its all you. i'm afraid to wake up in the morning because i dont wanna face the reality. i dont want to wake up not receiving your text, dont want to wake up realizing you're no longer my boy. i miss calling you bibi, i miss everything that belongs to you. i know you're suffering, but i dont wish to see you drinking and torturing yourself. i thought u can live well without me, but my heart hurts even more when i realised actually you're not.
baby, i just hope you can come back to me when u're ready and we'll spend the rest of our lives together without thinking what will be happening in the future, but only treasure the present.
your smile made the difference.
--10:30 PM--
