hi, i'm here. again. and i cried.. again.. i'm sorry that i actually said some things that made you uncomfortable. i thought it was just a joke.. i was just trying to tease you not to ignore me. not to make you feel uncomfortable. i'm really sorry.. i brought this to myself again.. i really thought this time we can really be friends and we will be able to meet by this year, like what you said. but its gone again.. you ignored me again.. why must you always give me death sentence and not let me explain? why must you always so cruel to me?? WHY?!!just what did i do to deserve your treatment? i just wanna be friends.. really.. perhaps sometimes i mentioned something that i shldnt, but i'm really not on purpose. i promise, i wont text u when i'm working because now i realised, whenever i'm working, i'll tend to send wrong things to you. i'm really sorry. could you please accept me as friends again? please.
your smile made the difference.
--6:41 AM--